George Santos says seeing ‘the weight of my mistakes’ in prison mirror was ‘like a punch to the gut’

George Santos says seeing ‘the weight of my mistakes’ in prison mirror was ‘like a punch to the gut’
George Santos admits reality hit hard in prison mirror, calling it a painful wake-up to his own mistakes (Getty Images)

WASHINGTON, DC: Former Rep George Santos says the crushing reality of life behind bars hit him within minutes of entering prison last week, describing how a glimpse of himself in a scratched mirror left him in tears as he confronted the “wreckage” of his life and crimes.

In a candid letter sent from the Federal Correctional Institution Flatiron Satellite Camp in New Jersey, Santos writes that his flamboyant public persona quickly crumbled after reporting to serve a 7-year sentence for fraud and campaign-related crimes.

George Santos gives a statement after a court hearing on August 19, 2024, in West Islip, New York (Michael M Santiago/Getty Images)
George Santos gives a statement after a court hearing on August 19, 2024, in West Islip, New York (Michael M Santiago/Getty Images)

George Santos reflects on a harsh prison 'awakening'

Santos detailed his entry into prison on July 25, saying “nothing prepares you for that kind of awakening.” He described walking in voluntarily wearing a fluorescent yellow jumpsuit, feeling like a “caution sign in human form.”



 

“That image, me, hollow-eyed, clad in state-issued polyester, hit me like a punch to the gut,” he wrote of seeing his reflection. “The tears came faster than I could stop them… It was the clearest, most painful mirror I’ve ever looked into, one that didn’t just show my face, but the wreckage of the life I had built.”

Santos's pharmacist beau has expressed concerns over his medication. (Instagram/rep.georgegsantos)
George Santos' pharmacist beau has expressed concerns over his medication (Instagram/rep.georgegsantos)

The former congressman admitted, “When people say prison sucks, they aren’t just talking about the bars and the bunks. It’s not just the loss of freedom, it’s the erosion of your dignity.”

Reality of prison a far cry from political 'cabaret'

Santos compared the dorm-style camp to a “summer camp with despair,” mentioning cafeteria food “served with indifference” and a bathroom “smelling of mildew and regret.”

He said time now “drips… slowly, painfully,” adding that daily life is “wake up, count, eat, line up, repeat.”

He contrasted this with the bravado of his final post on X, where he wrote theatrically: “Legends never truly exit… Forever fabulously yours, George.” That tone, he noted, vanished after only “five minutes” inside.

Internet split over George Santos' prison regrets

Online commenters were sharply divided over Santos’s prison reflections, with some arguing his 7-year sentence is excessive, and others insisting he deserves every moment behind bars.

One user wrote: “Seven years is a long time for his crimes , when you compare it to all the corrupt congress we have sitting in the WH as we speak……..doing there crimes right in front of God and everybody…even saying the quiet part out loud. that’s not justice.”



 

Another said: “Nothing prepares you for this kind of an awakening. When you trust someone and they take advantage of you. Scammers suck.”



 

One wrote: “No shit Sherlock!! Trump’s gonna pardon him before his term is up though.”



 

A commenter added: “Punishment for doing crimes isn’t supposed to be fun.”



 

Another user declared: “George Santos, the shameless con artist who lied his way into Congress and defrauded everyone in sight, now whimpering about prison like a coward, cry me a river, you deserve every dehumanizing second of your 7-year sentence!”



 

And another pointed out: “It’s quite interesting. Often white collar prisoners feel that punishment is hard and unfair pointing out that they should not be punished along side blue collar criminals. Thing is - both blue and white hurt. A white collar criminal often has more victims.”



 

Marjorie Taylor Greene pushes for clemency for George Santos despite GOP divide

Meanwhile, Rep Marjorie Taylor Greene (R-GA) has written to the US Pardon Attorney urging President Trump to commute Santos’ sentence, calling the 7-year term “excessive.” She argued Santos has “shown remorse,” saying, “We must demand equal justice under the law!”

But Santos had unsuccessfully sought a pardon from Trump before reporting to prison, reportedly lobbying GOP leaders including Speaker Mike Johnson, who allegedly warned Trump it could endanger vulnerable New York Republicans.

WASHINGTON, DC - FEBRUARY 5: Rep. Marjorie Taylor Greene (R-GA) speaks during a press conference out
Rep Marjorie Taylor Greene (R-GA) speaks during a press conference outside the U.S. Capitol on February 5, 2021 in Washington, DC (Drew Angerer/Getty Images) 

Some allies suspect Rep Elise Stefanik (R-NY), who had vouched for Santos to major donors in 2022 before his fraud scandal exploded, urged Trump against a pardon.

Despite his emotional reckoning, Santos says he is determined to endure: “This moment in my life… will not define the whole story. It’s only a chapter… the best chapters are still unwritten.”

In the letter, he insists he is not seeking sympathy, only to share the “raw truth” of incarceration. “Even behind these walls, your voice still matters,” he concluded. “And mine isn’t going anywhere.”

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