UFO expert David Wilcock said he felt 'grateful' to be alive in livestream a day before his death

NEDERLAND, COLORADO: YouTuber and paranormal writer David Wilcock reflected on the recent deaths of fellow figures in the same space before he died at 53.

Known for his work in UFO and conspiracy circles, Wilcock had gone live on YouTube just a day before his death.

“I’m excited to be here, you know, every day that I have on earth is a gift and a blessing, and I’m very grateful for that, because frankly, people are disappearing. Scientists are going missing," Wilcock told his viewers. “Now, they're saying that they’re gonna investigate this. The president himself is saying they’re gonna look into this and see if anything is going on. It’s a little bit scary."

The comments came in the wake of multiple losses within the UFO community. Earlier in April, 'Ancient Aliens' alum Nick Pope died, just two months after revealing a stage IV oesophageal cancer diagnosis. Meanwhile, Swiss conspiracy theorist Erich von Däniken died in January.

Wilcock also admitted the strain was taking a toll. “I gotta say it’s a little bit scary, but you guys knew that I might still show up even though it was last minute and I’ve had a really rough week,” he said. “Like, you know, that’s kinda like every week, but somehow we keep on making it through all of this.”

He wrapped up the three-and-a-half-hour livestream by thanking viewers.

Sheriff’s office shares details surrounding David Wilcock's death

According to a media release from the Boulder County Sheriff’s Office, authorities responded to a 911 call at 10.44 am on Monday, April 20, regarding “an unknown problem" near the 1400 block of Ridge Road in Nederland, Colorado.

“The emergency communications specialist who took the call suspected the caller was experiencing a mental health crisis,” the sheriff’s office said.

Deputies arrived at 11.02 am and encountered a man holding a weapon. The individual (reportedly Wilcock) then “used the weapon on himself” and was pronounced dead at the scene.

Officials said no one else was found at the property. “Deputies searched the residence and surrounding property and did not locate any other individuals. There is no known threat to the public,” the statement read.

Authorities added that detectives are conducting a joint investigation with the Boulder County Coroner’s Office, and that “the official cause and manner of death will be determined by the Coroner’s Office.”

Rep Ana Paulina Luna later confirmed the death on X. “We just learned of the tragic passing of David Wilcock. We are praying for his family and loved ones and the millions of lives he impacted. 🕊️John 8:32.”

David Wilcock's personal struggles

Months before his death, Wilcock had been open about his mental health and mounting legal troubles.

He offered a grim assessment of his situation in a livestream last July.

“I've been extremely unhappy, extremely depressed," he said. "My life basically just sucks like crazy right now. And I'm always nervous and anxious and sad and depressed. So there you go. Full disclosure. My life really f***ing suck. It really sucks when you have three different legal cases that involve you going to court at the same time. It sucks. Sorry about the cursing.”

He also admitted that his passion for his work had faded. “I don't even really like this anymore. I just want it to be over. I don't even really want to do shows anymore. I just want it to be over. I don't even really care anymore. I'm just like, ‘Okay, well, it's my job.’ And you know what? This is better.”

Still, he noted that staying busy helped keep his mind off his legal battles. “But otherwise, that's basically all I ever think about," Wilcock said.