'GMA' alums Amy Robach and TJ Holmes deliver jaw-dropping revelations in debut episode of their podcast

NEW YORK CITY, NEW YORK: Former ‘Good Morning America’ stars Amy Robach and TJ Holmes are finally out with the first episode of their new podcast ‘Amy & TJ’ on the iHeartRadio app and everywhere where podcasts are aired.

Nevertheless, the couple disclosed some surprising revelations in their 'tell-all' podcast on 'Amy & TJ,' with Robach expressing at one point that she felt like she "wanted to die" throughout the entire ordeal last year involving her and Holmes' relationship.

The duo was axed from ‘GMA’ after the reports of their affair went public which took a toll on both of them.

Holmes acknowledged being in a "very dark place," leaving his girlfriend concerned, and Robach was anxious about the next headline that would come their way.

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Holmes and Robach poured out their emotions in the emotional inaugural episode of their podcast, with the latter confessing in the first few minutes that they endured "a year of hell" after their relationship became public.

Holmes disclosed, "I'm the healthiest and happiest I've ever been in my life.”

However, the two revealed that they're very much in love, with Holmes expressing that they're "planning a life together.”

Holmes insisted that they weren't adulterers, as their divorces were already underway by the time they were "outed" as a couple.

However, Robach recalled the time when Holmes was sending her texts in the past tense, forcing her to do a "welfare check" on him.

All of his messages were in past tense as he told Amy about how she "was the love of his life" and that he was “sorry.”

Amy Robach recalls harrowing experience with TJ Holmes

Robach told the listeners that Holmes was indeed in a “very dark space” after they made headlines in the tabloids.

Discussing Holmes' alarming texts, Robach disclosed, "You sent me a text basically saying, 'I'm sorry. You were the love of my life. I'm so sorry this has happened.' You just kept saying you were sorry but you were using past tense."

“I texted back saying, 'You're scaring me. Please tell me you're OK.' No response. I say, 'I'm calling you.' No answer."

"I didn't even realize how I was talking to you,” Holmes said of the texts.

Upon reaching his place, she discovered him "incoherent" on his bed. "I was shaking," Robach said.

"I remember going down the hall, opening the door, and I saw you ... and you were just sprawled out on your bed. I ran to you, I said 'TJ' and you didn't move.”

Robach admitted that she was “so afraid” with Holmes telling the listeners that he was "pounding vodka" and eating an unknown amount of "weed edibles.”

All this noise made Robach uncomfortable with the ‘GMA’ star later revealing that she "wanted to die" because she didn't want to see the next headline.