Britney Spears discloses painful 'nerve damage' after horrible incident during her conservatorship

THOUSAND OAKS, CALIFORNIA: This holiday season, Britney Spears gave fans a glimpse into her journey of healing with raw reflections on an incident that left her with nerve damage on the right side of her body.

In a series of Instagram videos, the pop icon danced gracefully in a yellow off-shoulder top and white denim shorts before transitioning to a white bikini layered with a sheer lace tube top.

Britney Spears discloses 'horrible experience' that left her with nerve damage

It wasn't just her movements that captured attention, it was her heartfelt caption that revealed the depths of her struggle.

“So many people had something to say about me EXPRESSING MYSELF through art!!!” Spears began. “I think a lot of you fail to forget I still have nerve damage on the right side of my whole body due to a horrible experience I had where I was placed somewhere against my will and had to literally sit in a chair 10 hours a day, 7 days a week, for 4 months!!!”

Recalling her time under conservatorship, she continued, “I don’t expect anyone to believe me but I have the schedules all of it !!! It was horrible what they did and hurt my body !!! I took most of my work down due to making sure I was PLEASANT!!!”

After further disclosing her horrible experince, the 'Toxic' singer didn’t hold back, concluding the post with her lingering anger: “I just have a dream of spitting in those people’s faces who did that to me!!"

Britney Spears talks about the 'the real harm' post-conservatorship

Britney Spears, who has been open about her recovery from the traumatic experiences during her 13-year conservatorship under her father Jamie Spears, shed light on how the nerve damage still affects her, as per Ok! Magazine.

In the post, she also stated, “I decided today my healing process but what I don’t show is my right arm and stiff hand for the first hour after I wake up every morning due to not being able to move forward because of an extremely sick plan made by ignorant people!!!”

Amid the pain, Spears credited a rabbi from The Kabbalah Centre for offering her hope during her darkest moments.

“Yes, those people hurt me, and I will never come forward and talk about what they did!!! If you read the book, it’s nothing compared to the real harm!!!” she added, referencing her memoir, 'The Woman in Me.'

The pop star shared her motivation for continuing to post dance videos, despite criticism: “So I decided today to take my work back and show myself in movement !!! Can you imagine me performing on stage with a childlike heart feeling like I’m somebody after they made me feel less than nothing???”

Britney Spears ends post with strong message for her haters 

Britney Spears reflected on her time performing: “I remember the feeling of performing and feeling like a superwoman !!! A bada-- character like Beyonce !!! But it’s completely opposite of who I really am !!! I’m extremely shy and have an extremely sensitive heart so I prefer to do videos !!!”

In classic Spears fashion, she concluded unapologetically: “I miss my fans but if you read my book you will kinda understand they ruined me !!! So if you don’t like me dancing then f**k off !!!”

Spears first opened up about her nerve damage in 2022, explaining it was caused by a lack of oxygen to her brain during her conservatorship.

She described symptoms like numbness in her hands and a stinging pain in her temple.

“The last three years since I got out of that place I’ve been in a mild unconscious state… I couldn’t face it,” she revealed.

Britney Spears reunites with son Jayden after 2 years

The conservatorship, which ended in November 2021, was imposed by Britney Spears' father in 2008, granting him and attorney Andrew Wallet control over her assets.

Since its termination, Spears has spoken candidly about its profound impact on her physical and mental health.

Her experiences even caused tension with her sons, Jayden and Sean Preston, particularly after Jayden defended his grandfather in 2022, saying he “was just trying to be a father.”

But this holiday season marked a turning point as Spears reunited with her youngest son, Jayden, in November. In a heartfelt post, she shared her joy at celebrating Christmas together.

“Best Christmas of my life!!! I haven’t seen my boys in 2 years!!! Tears of joy and literally in shock every day… koo koo crazy, so in love and blessed!!! I’m speechless, thank you, Jesus!!!”

Spears, embracing her journey, continues to heal through movement, self-expression, and the love she holds for her family.